Hi Ash.
I know you're reading this, cos I told you to.
I miss you, lots and lots. (:

I have been abandoned.
Chinia had to go to Aunty Prema's for Deepavali (now that I mention it, well wishes to all). And I'm saaad, cos now I'm all aloney on my owney. It's much more quiet, but I'm still getting used to it. I've got absolutely nothing planned, so I think I'll just chill at the mamak with Kaney. Hell, I've missed that kid.
Got lots of pictures and updates coming your way, but right now, I'm too damn lazy. Ah, ever the procrastinator. Shyea well, eat me.
Goodnight.

mm, hey.

Yesterday was fun as hell.
Brought me back to the beginning of the year. Not too long ago, yes. But way too long for me. (:

Bummed around the whole day, waiting to head to Midvalley that night. For those who haven't been following my ever so eventful life, the last time Chinia was down, we were at Midvalley every single day, doing absolutely nothing, well, except scaring people by various means. Anywhoo, so we got pretty damn excited, cos it would the first time in the whole week that we'd be actually leaving the house. Besides the mamak, of course.

While getting ready, Sasa decides to come into my room and dance. I swear, half the things she did was illegal. Twas hilarious nonetheless. She wouldnt let us take a video of her, cos if I did have a video, it would definitely be on my blog, so you lot can see what I go through on a daily basis. It is no wonder I am what I am like. Blame my family, you'd lose your marbles too, trust me.
Of course, it is vital to have music blasting while we're getting dressed, and Bojangles by Pitbull came on, and there's a part that they say, "Jiggle it, jiggle it." Or something like that, right ?
And Sasa kept jiggling her boobies. What a sight, I tell you. If she came any closer to me, her boobies might have knocked me unconcious, or her nipnips might have gauged my eyes out.

Okay, we're shoving to KL now, for some lunch thing. Joy. Personally, I would prefer the mamak. But that's just me.
Time for oxygen.

mm, hey.

My bumming days have somewhat come to an end. Momma's back, so I'm pretty sure that Chinia and me are going to be out everyday. What sucks is the fact that she's going to Kashini's place for the next week, so yet again, I'm all aloney on my owney. What bollocks.

Haven't realised how all the shit that's been going down has caused me to drift apart from the people I love. Hadn't realised that my absence had affected quite a number of people. So Gee and Kittykat, I'm sorry. I just thought you two were busy with exams and whatnot, but in truth you guys were just giving me time to sort whatever I was going through out. I have never noticed these things, so you two are going to have to bear with me.
Whatever it is, you know I love you, kan retards ? (:

On another note, I'm finally feeling some looooove, thanks to Momma, and nobody else. Okay, Chinia too. But having Momma around somewhat tones down my absolutely mental behaviour. Note, I said somewhat. Haha.
During the week, I morph into this demure little(HAHAHA) child, who sleeps all day and hardly makes a sound. This, takes some getting used to from the people who know me, even remotely. As they all are so used to seeing me apeshit. Ah well, live and let live I say.
Not.

Anywhoo, I am really starting to believe that my mind has taken a course of its' own. Honestly. I keep coming up with random jokes, and shitty things to say. Which is not much of a difference, but I swear it's actually worse than before.

My body timing has quite literally taken a new toll. A few nights ago, Chinia and me were up till aboutt 5 in the morning, making Mac&Cheese, which might I add, tasted pretty good. Eventhough it did have somewhat of a greenish orangey tint to it. Disgusting as it sounds, I'm pretty damn proud, as I can't make so much as maggi mee without threatening to blow up the whole building. I'm not saying that I'm a mess in the kitchen, just to get you to laugh, but because I am quite literally kitchen disaster on legs. Not as bad as Chinia, who stuck milo in the microwave, only to have it blow up. But trust me, I'm pretty damn bad. I think a dog could do better than me in the kitchen.

Ash dropped by on her way back from college the other day, so I could pass her my letter. Yes, I'm awesome like that. Anyone who knows me, must know how much I like writing to people. I used to write to KittyKat eventhough she was just a floor below me. She used to get rather agitated as I'd send her about 3 letters a day, consisting of the utter bollocks that my mind is capable of, no qualms.
Anywhoo, back to the point.
So we were talking and Ash said,
"First my boyfriend's cming over. Then when my boyfriend leaves, my girlfriend is coming over. Aiyo, I'm soooooo popular, I tell you."
Which led me to say,
"If that's what they're calling it now. Normal people call that 'Prostitution,' Ash."

Quite the funny, even for me. Am literally doubling over everytime I think about it. Yes, I happen to be quite easily amused.

Ah, anyways, Chinia is hungry for the 846093664 time today, and I don't want to risk the kitchen going up in flames, so I'm going to help her with the microwave. Which amuses me quite abit.
I'm exploring the depths of my kitchen (in)capabilities ever since I cooked the Mac&Cheese. I highly doubt they run very deep, but it's hella fun to make a mess in there, I tell you.

I have taken quite a fondness to being a bum.
All I do nowadays is smoke, bum, smoke, giggle and smoke summore.
I swear in the last two days, I've smoked enough to cause lung cancer for a bazillion people.
I know that bazillion is not a number, but welcome to my mind.

Currently listening to Hawk Nelson - Letter to the president.
Tis quite literally awesome.
Have been spending alot of my time listening to music, courtesy of Kirstie. Thanks, hon.
I swear, that kid has awesome taste. She was after all, married to me at one point.

So, James came over today. Hadn't actually planned on doing anything at all today, but waking up at 11 in the morning to a call from JamaJamas was quite refreshing. So decided, what the hell, its not like we had anything planned. He came at around 12summin, and we ate yummy yummy food, then giggled like bloody maniacs. Which incidentally we are.
Headed to the mamak, and bummed there for abit. Sat at the pondoks for a maximum of 3minutes, before Chinia and him got restless. Headed to the playground, where it was blazing. Played on the swings for abit, then ended up sitting in the castle thingamajig. Sang that stupid salad song from CSI, cos it's tres amusant. It goes;
Eat a salaaaaaaaaad*clapclapclapclapclap*
James got so irritated with me, so he covered my mouth with his hand. Which I then licked.
People underestimate my retardness, I tell you.

Then we came home, and we piled onto the bed, cos we were quite exhausted from the heat. All I'm going to say is that it was fucking hilarious.
Did nothing else the rest of the day as it was too hot for people like Chinia and me, to move. Had icecream and fudge for dinner, which was yummy yummy.

I think I have some sort of mental block, as I have lost all mojo for blogging.
Oh well, eat me. *giggles*

I've been feeling extremely unloved and neglected these past couple of days. What utter nonsense, I tell you.

Love me, somebodeh ?

Nobody loves me.
):

p/s;
Fuck you. I dont need this from you.
After what you did to me, hahaha, it's fucking bullshit.

I have been lied to by my own mother, siblings and supposed bestfriend.
What utter bollocks.

So as you all know, Chinia was supposed to come down on the 24th. But as I was innocently sitting infrontve of my laptop, as I had been doing for the past week, I get this knock on my door.
When I open my door, Bitchinia practically comes crashing into my arms.
And I'm thinking who the fuck am I hugging.
Then I realised it was Bitchinia. And I think I screamed so much I lost my voice.

Oh well, more updates on this extremely huuuuge surprise.
Ah, I am genuinely ecstatic and at peace with this woman.

p/s:
You may not see this now, but when I worry, I tend to turn it into anger and frustration. Hell, you can do whatever you want, it's honestly up to you, and I can't change that. But I worry cos I care. Aiyo, I cant even stay mad at you, without falling at your feet. Look at what you've done. I have become your love slave. Good god.

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R.P.K FOR SURE.

Democratic nation, without the freedom of speech ?
Now, how contradictory.

Much respect, for having the strength to STAND UP for what you believe in.
Freedom of speech is not just something to toss around, It's a basic human right. We are all entitled to having the freedom of saying whatever we want, without being controlled the way we are now.

Malaysians with me ? (:

I'm currently dying for some mamak teh o ais.
Maybe some mamak milo ais.
Hoyea baybee.

I'm also currently bumming to extremely chilled music.
John Legend, Rick Ross, Jason Nozuka, Keith Urban, and a lil bit of tribal here and there.

Big baggy tshirt, torn boxers kinda day. I also happen to be flashing everyone I walk by, as my boxers have a rip in the bumbum. Not that I'm bothered or anything. I kinda miss momma. Its like, yea, I'm pretty used to spending my days alone, but honestly, as weird as this is going to sound, I miss momma yelling at me. It seems so quiet without mommas random outbursts.

I've hardly seen daylight, except to buy ciggies, which is definitely saying something, even for me. But s'all good. I feel like blabbing, and blabbing even more, I just have nothing to say.
Its the bloody heat, I tell you. My bloody brains have melted out of my ears.

Sexxgodd is hooking me up with some chilly hits, and I aint complaining so far.
Time for me to go back to bumming.

Omyfuckinggod.

Its now 7.43 in the morning.
Dont bloody ask me what I'm doing up.