Mm, hey.
They werent kidding when they say the world is Ted Bundy.

I need to stop diving headfirst into really shitty situations. Its become one of those bad habits that i cant kick. Not only do I dive in headfirst, but also with my eyes closed.

Amanda, you stupid stupid little girl.

A friend of mine had her heart broken today. Which just proves, that every two seconds, not only does a person die, but a heart breaks.
I realise how I'm constantly contradicting myself with the things I do, or the things I say. One way or another, i manage to go back on my words. A hypocrite, if you must.
For instance, telling everyone that I need time to sort things out, and that I gotta take things slow, but ending up being the one with her finger on the fastforward button, leaving unresolved issues behind.
This year was supposed to be my prime.
I, have run out of excuses, run out of things to say to cover my tracks.

So I shall make no more.

On a brighter note;

Me: if I get a fish, Im going to name it Shark.
Chinia: well, then, if I get a cat, Im going to name it Tiger.
Me: why tiger? tigers arent nice. they eat people.
Chinia: well, so do sharks.
Me: Shyea well. Whats your point ?
Chinia: *dies laughing.