Hello. (:
Woke up at 12 today, because my tummy kept rumbling.
Believe it or not, I'm still dead tired.
My body timing is off, way off. Again.

Random statement;
I've been ignoring my phone, cos I'm feeling exceptionally bummed out lately. I've said this multiple times already, but for those who are extremely dense or just plain fucking stupid, I will say it again. Leave me the fuck alone, and give me time to come around. The more you push me, or beg me to talk to you, the more I'm going to fucking walk away. No, I'm not sombong, I'm just not fucking interested in talking to you.
Thankyou,gofuckyourself.
(:

Moving on, (:
Was supposed to meet Firdy for lunch today, but I woke up too late, with 13misscalls from him.
Heh, sorry, love. (;

I feel like running. Za's mini holiday sounds so tempting right now.
I need to get away from all this madness, all the heartache, and I also really like the apartment.
We're gonna build forts, he's going to cook for me and spoil me absolutely rotten.
Why ? Because Za believes that I need to spoiled and showed that I'm loved, as I'm always complaining about how nobody loves me. He thinks I'm in desperate need of whisking away, and I actually quite agree.
You will never imagine the amount of days I have gone without a hug.
A long long time, and I think I'm shrivelling up, from the inside of course. Heh.

Love you, Zee Man.
Yous my superhero.

He's also been keeping me company when the insomnia kicks in, so for the past few nights, he has been my buddy. We get talking about random stuff, usually, and he tells me lame ass jokes, and fire with my lame ass ammo, yes, we are the dynamic duo, fo sho.

Za : I've been working out alot la, and I'm on a strict diet.
Me : Why, Za, WHY ?!
Za : I need to be skinny la.
Me : But I hope you haven't lost your bum la. You honestly have the nicest, roundest bum ever, and I dig that.
Za : Oh, don't worry bebeh, I'm still bootylicious.
Me : *dies laughing.
Za : What what ?
Me : I swear to god, I never thought I'd hear straight guy say that.
Za : But I am, what ?

Za : I have a nicer firmer bum now.
Me : Meh, I liked your old bum.
Za : Eiyer. Its firm now, so it's nice to spank. *makes the sound of a cracking whip.
Me : And you would know this because you spank yourself.
Za : Yea la, only sometimes la, when I'm admiring myself.
Me : BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Za : Eh, don't tell anybody ah. It's for your ears only.
Me : Hells no, Za. This is going on my blog.
This is why the world loves Za, me espcially.

Oh, and Lewis called again yesterday, and we talked about our bellybuttons, and Buddhabellies.
Oh, you know we make you squirt. (:

Ooh, I think I'm meeting Meer now.
Byebye, dumbfucks.

;; forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling,

I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
but have you seen this girl ?
she's been running through my dreams,
and it's driving me crazy, it seems,
I'm gonna ask her to marry me.