Why the hell do I feel like everyone hates my guts right now ?
I keep feeling that everyone's mad at me, and my dream did not help either.

I'm all sad and shit, cos I think Casey's mad at me.
Are you ?
I kinda miss you.

I've made my decision.
I'm going to be a Carmalite nun.
No one can hurt me then, cos I won't be able to talk, and I can't communicate with the outside world. AND I'M NOT ALLOWED TO BE WITH A MAN.
I wonder if I can have a kid though.. I hear it's not encouraged.
This is fucken trippy man. I cant deal.

Don't ask me why I feel this way, cos I can't answer that either.

p/s : Even if you are mad at me, pick up ?