mm, hi.
Things have been going alright so far, the insomnia's stopped acting up.

The bestfriend has not answered the calls/sms's nor has she bothered to call back, but yet remains friends with the twat of a boy, so i can't be arsed anymore.

Lewis called today, and it felt so good to speak to him again, after everything we've been through, im amazed that he even gives a shit. But yes lew, ive missed you more than you can imagine.

Talked to dannyboy for an hour plus lastnight, and it was nice, being friends with one of them. I still do miss araff loads, but im getting over it. Told mum about araff, and she was kinda mad about it at first, but actually said something kinda smart, "Our pain makes us grow, so, at the end of this you'll get stronger."
If mummy keeps making so much sense, i might have to die.

Been spending loads of time with kane lately. He has become my new confidante. going to the mamak practically everyday for hours on end, and laughing like loons on laughing gas ( KEITH JASON PINTO ), which incidentally enough, we are. Mm, how coincidental.

And you.
I see you once a fucking week, if at all. And all you do is criticise. So much for playing your part, aye. I'm tired of it, honestly. Just grow up, and learn to take responsibility for once in your life, please. I'm allowed to be irresponsible, i'm a child. Ugh, learn to deal with it.

Been missing Bitchinia like a mafakka lately. (: Yea ladee, you. Original plan was to head to kuching during the august oneweek holiday. But there might be a change of plans. Cookie, talk to your rents about you coming down. Psrty hardy bebe, and im sure your beloved boyf RADEN would loooove to see you. (;