Its weird feeling like i'm going to lose you again.

Its weird distancing myself from you again.

Its weird how i feel like i cant talk to you about anything since that day.

Its weird saying nothing, when you ask if i'm okay.

Things feel so weird between us now. I guess it's cos i'm feeling like i need to distance myself, like i did when you two were close a few months ago. maybe its my insecurities getting the better of my judgement, as usual. but i cant shake this feeling that i'm gonna lose you again. which i cant wrap my mind around yet.

So for now, i'm just gonna sit back and see where this roller coaster takes us.
I just have this feeling that we wont survive it.