I've had a total of 8 hours of sleep in 72hours.
The deprivation of sleep was totally worth it.

At Chloe's, getting ready.
I didn't even realise Gabs took a picture.
Hoyea, I donned the Kate Moss, baybee.

Gabiemma. <3Scott.
Jagermeister !

Paver.
Our asses are so huge, you could land a fucking plane on it.

Scotts' cousin, Kayla.
She lives in Zimbabwe, and is a volunteer at an AIDS organisation.
Spent ages talking to her about it, cos I wanna do missionary work either there or in Africa.

Sam.
Fucking ace singer, I tell you !

Why yes, those are shoes on my ears.
Gabs, Paver & Chloe tossed all their shit in my bag.
I swear it looked like I had a freaking African Nation hidden in there.

Karaoke, baybee.

At the mamak before heading into Poppy.
Paver doesn't fucken eat dude, she fucken devours !

Arm wrestling in the middle of a mamak, with strange men staring at our modest selves.

24 / 04 / 09.
Decided to skive off school, cos nothing really goes on in school anymore. Got Momma to send me over to Chlo's at 3ish. Was totally looking forward to a few days away from her as she was driving me absolutely mental. Bummed around abit before heading to Plaza Damansara cos I needed to get smokes. Didn't wanna take a cab, so we called Gabs and Alice asking if they could pick us up on the way over to Chlo's. I always knew I was bad at directions, but I never knew to such an extent.

Paver/Gabs. Me. Chlo.
"Cross the road, and when you see with a pond with turtles, and wait there."
"Um, excuse me ? A pond ? With turtles ?"
"Yea."
"Okay, we've crossed the road, but there is no pond. AND NO TURTLES."
"I'm actually intrigued. I've lived here for like 6years, and I've never seen a pond with turtles."
"I actually think they're lying."
"But we're not ! There's actually a pond with turtles !"
"Paver, are you lying to me, and watching us walk up and down from your car, and laughing your ass off ?"

After about 10minutes of walking around looking for the pond with turtles (which we never found, by the way !), Pavers' momma found us, and we hopped into the car. Gabs was in the back, and when we reached Chlo's place, I told Pavers' mom that she could keep her.
Hopped into the shower, and then waited for Justin and Satish. They were actually supposed to come earlier to take Chlo and I out for abit, but they got held up at a meeting.
Set up the plans for the rest of the night, and believe it or not, we didn't get a place to stay.
Headed back in after having a smoke with the boys, and started getting dressed.
And whilst deciding what to wear, we had fucking hilarious conversations;

Paver. Gabs. Chlo. Me.
"I wanna wear this, but it's not like revealing enough."
"Oh my, Chlo. Don't wear that then !"
"Tsk, if you did, you'd be a total tramp."

"Dude, can you imagine if it was like, totally opposite. Like the more covered up you are, the bigger the slut you are. And the skimpier you dress, the more modest you are."
"Shit, I'd be like, the most modest person in school."
"Yea, and I'd be a fucking nun tonight."

"I ripped the dress !"
"How ?"
"My ass is so fat."
"Dude, my ass is so huge, you could land a fucking plane on it."

"Ohmygod. I just realised that the 'ninjas' would be like, whores !"

Got well tarted up, and went to pick Mina up. Who was like, so covered up, which set the four of us into a huge fit of giggles. Met up with Trett, Sam and Nindy.
Talked to Nindy about the exboyf that we both share, and how she just needs to get over all the shit. Decided that after having our heart broken by the same boy so many times, it was time to express the freedom.
So what did we do ?
We kicked off our shoes, and ran around the fountain, ciggies in hand, and giggling.
Headed to the karaoke place, cos the boys wanted to show off some skills, which ended up with all of us in stitches.
After about half an hour, Lewis calls and drama erupts. After a few heated arguments and alot of profanities, Tretter took Nins home, by this time, Scott and his cousin Kayla arrived.
Tretter, Adam, Afzaa and Nads came, and then we headed off to Poppy.
The girls got hungry, so we headed to the nearby mamak. Talked about the most random things, and arm wrestled. It was fucking hilarious seeing the reactions of the people at the mamak when 4 chicks walked in dressed to fucking kill. I swear, Paver just swallowed her roti canais.
Called Satish, and headed into Poppy. Adam was my date for the night, and the boy is fucking great.
Got a coupla pitchers and a bottle, and as Satish says,
"Bloody alcoholics, drink like fucking fish la !"
Didn't wanna drink too much at Poppy, as we were on Tasha's guestlist at Barclub, and were getting free bottles.
Got another friend, Danial in, and talked to Adam for ages.
Poppy was pretty dead, so we decided to head to Barclub. Which was such a fucking disappointment, cos it was fucking empty.
Hopped into yet another cab, and made our way to Werner's on Changkat, and spent the rest of the night there. The others hadn't arrived yet, so it was Adam, Danial, Trett, Gabi and I. Sat around laughing over a few drinks.
The girls finally arrived, and we got another bottle.
Werner's hadn't filled up yet, so the atmosphere was very comfy, and it made it so much easier to talk.
The place started filling up at 1ish, and then we went fucking apeshit.
Bumped into Adieb, Tharique and a few other people.
And guess who came ?
JOHN !

Decided to spend some time with John, as I hadn't seen him in ages. Walked to 711 for some smokes. Sat down somewhere quiet for abit, and talked things out for like half an hour. That hearttoheart really did me good, babe. And you know I love you, yea ?
Headed back to Werner's and danced till it closed.
We totally forgot to find a place to stay, so I figured why not just stay with Justin.
Chlo, Gabs and Paver decided to head home with Afzaa, so Trett, Adam and I waited for Satish and Justin to come pick us up. The plan initially was for us to head to Subang, and then back to one of their apartments, but everyone was way too tired, so they dropped us off at Adams place.
Had to be really quiet, cos by the time we got back, it was already 5ish. Adam pressed his fingers to his lips, and everybody in the world knows that that's the universal sign for you to shut the hell up right ?
And what does Tretter do ?
He throws his shoes on the floor and goes, "WHAAADT ?" at the top his voice.
So fucking hilarious, I tell you.
Had to run into the house co the alarm was on, and it took everything in me not to scream when his dog started barking. I swear, I got the shock of my goddamn life.
Hopped into Adams' bed, which was fucking orgasmic. I swear, I have never been in a better bed in my life. He's studying sound engineering, so his room has got like monstrous speakers and the works, which I was so tempted to play with, but my better judgment took ahold of me.

25 / 04 / 09.
Got to sleep at about 8ish, and was rudely awoken by Tretter at 10.20.
"Morning Manda, *wiggles eyebrows."
"Ohmygod, Trett. GET OUT !"

Lolled about in bed for abit, talking to the boys before Trett decided to take a shower.
Once he was done, he wouldn't stop irritating me, so I tried to kick him off the bed, numerous times. Ah, I love you, Tretter. I'm gonna fucking miss you when you go !
The two boys were hungry so they went downstairs to make breakfast. Took a shower, and realised I didn't have anything to wear, and I couldn't exactly go down dressed the way I was, when Adams' momma was downstairs. Being the genius I am, I called Trett and told him to tell Adam that I needed a shirt.
Headed downstairs for breakfast, which smelt so damn good.
After sitting down, I realised that I hadn't eaten anything since a slice of bread for breakfast the day before, and I was ravenous.
Tretter eats like a damn pig, it's kinda funny to watch. He literally just shoved his sandwich into his mouth, and let the eggs drip right down to his elbows.
After breakfast, he headed over to Afzaa's to see Gabs, so it was just Adam and I.
Talked abit more before walking towards the main road to catch a cab, he walked out without shoes on, and I was wearing his tshirt. How fun.
Jumped into a cab, and headed over to Chlo's.
Bummed around abit, and helped her pack. Got Justin and Satish to pick me up at 4ish.
Chlo, I miss you so fucking much already !
Got home, and jumped into the shower. Unpacked and cleaned my room.
(I have this bad habit, that if I stayed over at a friends place for a night, I'd have to clean my room when I get back. Even if it's already been cleaned. And I'm talking about sweeping, mopping, and all that jazz. Yes yes, OCD.)
Headed over to Mama's place cos Aunty Sheila is down from Penang. Was way too fucking exhausted, and almost fell asleep on the floor.
Got home at 12ish, and went straight to bed. Believe it or not, I couldn't get to sleep till 2.

26 /04/ 09.

Happy birthday, Chloe Ong.
I can't wait till you get back in July ! Ugh, I miss you so much already !
Love you shitloads, bestfriend.
xxx.

Was up at the buttcrack of dawn, and headed to church. Oh, I swear, I could've fallen asleep in the shower.
Met up with Nindy before class, for our usual Sunday morning smoke & redbull.
Talked for fucking ages, sorting things out, we didn't even realise how late for class we were.
Headed over to Satelite after getting a text from Ash, telling me she was there. Surprise, surprise !
Micheal and Brian were there, and I hadn't seen them for fucking ages, so it was really good catching up.
Headed into class half an hour late, and I was on total sugarhigh from the 3cans of redbull I drank. Unfortunately, it was also having a fun time sloshing about in my bladder.
Stupidfuckingwhale wouldn't let me pee. Ugh, one day I'm gonna fucking stab her in the face.
Hopped into the car, andd stopped at OldTownWhiteCoffee cos Sam, as per usual, was hungry.
Came home, and have been doing nothing productive except talk to Mon.

Mon.Me.
"Why the fuck would he talk to her like that if he has the nerve to use you like that and then HURT her with that info ? Ugh, he belongs in a fucking hellhole with my grandmother nagging him."
"BAHAHAHAHAAH, MON. WHAT THE FUCK ? HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. Dude, you are so fucking weird !"

... it's now 7.20pm, and I have yet to shower. Ughh.
I'm way too fucken lazy for my own good.

Don't expect to see me online as often as before, and don't take it to heart if I don't reply your IM's / texts / calls.
I'm not at a very good place right now, and I'm just really sick of everything.

I just can't be bothered with anyone anymore, and I actually feel like I'm wasting my time.
I'm at this place where I'm just too tired to give a shit anymore. I'd like to say I'm gonna do something about it, but I honestly don't want to.
I'm trying my hardest to stop shifting and shedding all the time. I'm tired of starting again, of the same cycle time and time again.
I'm lacking stability, and I'm just so.. blergh. I can't describe how shit everything is.
To top it off, Mid semesters are in two weeks.
Been tryna study my ass off, and seeing as I have the attention span of a pea, it's quite a task.
Plus, I have such a huge ass.

Oh, this is too much.
Justin, if you love me, you'll come see me, and you'll bring me treats.

I'm going to drown myself in smoke now.

Hello. (:

This is gonna be a quickie, as I've got more important things to do, as per se, shower.
Just got home from a movie with Sa, Jellybean and JBs' brother, Raymond.
It was fun, minus the movie.
Mall Cop is a helluva shit movie, DON'T WATCH IT.
Got my sights set on watching Coming Soon and Friday the 13th.
Teehee.

Followed Dy to PD yesterday to pick up Sa's cake from the hotel.
Talked to Zee Man and Jo on the way.
Got the cake and headed back to KL, not before stopping at The Yacht Club for a drink, where these absolute morons gawked as though they hadn't seen a chick before.
Jumped into the car, and in the middle of the drive, Dy tells me to drive cos he's tired.
Daddy. Me.
"Dada, get in the drivers seat please."
"Whaaadt ?"
"I'm too tired to drive. Pull over before the toll though, cos there are lots of cops after that."
"Holy fuck. Okay. *gets out of the car.*"

It was really fun, and Dy says I'm a good driver, officially.
I'm totalleh going to PD more often, fo sho.

Okay, bye retards.

Random conversation;

Chello. Me.
"Dude, I went fucking crazy in MPH today. I bought 33bucks worth of notebooks."
"Omg, dude. What are you gonna do with them ?"
"I don't freaking know ! Now I can't wait to go to school."
"*dies laughing*"
"And I got this 3subject notebook, and it's freakishly awesome with it's dividers and shit. I'm gonna name the first part One, the second part Two, and guess what I'm naming the third part ?"
"FOUR !"
"No.."
"ELEVEN."
"Good idea, but no."
"Okay, I don't know."
"C !"
"*dies laughing*"

You know what I want ?
Do you ?
Do you ?
Do you ?
Huh, huh, huh ?

I WANT A BABY SUGAR GLIDER.

How could you not want one ?
Aren't they so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute ?

So, I'm home alone, yes, again.
It's not as such, fun.
But, the purpose of this post is;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEW.
You know I love you, and after all this time, you still never fail to surprise me.
You're freaking out of this world, and I adore you for that.
It's been 8 long years, boy, and in that time, we've had to pull through so much shit, but I'd gladly do it again with you by my side, no qualms.
Missing you, and the time we put deep heat on your wiiiiiener.
Hoyea, boy, I totalleh posted that on my blog.
Loveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

As promised, boys and girls, the boys of VHS or Beta, showin me some love.
How could you not dig em ?
LoveyouDaddy :D

p/s : The voice you hear, is NOT Daddy.
Its Aunty Yeen, homebwoy.

Dude, I suck at left turns.
I bruised my whole fucking left leg today.
But I'm so excited, cos it's board induced injuries.
Still, happy happy boarding :D

I'm so tempted to just call you and ask how you are.
My judgment is so clouded, and honestly, I'm slightly freaked.
Gimme your thoughts, dear nonexistent readers, as I'm pretty fucken confusuled.

Boarded for like 2hours this morning, and then headed to the gym for another hour.
I'm still feeling fucken beat, and I'm bruised.
And no, I didn't go to school.
Teehee.

Momma's on holiday, so I spent the day with the family, all cosy and giggly.
It was fun.
I painted Sam's bra with fabric paint, and it was soooo cute, promise.
Then, seeing how fantastic my artwork was, I painted on of my bras !
On the right cup, it says;
Vote for Pedro.
NO !

On the left cup, it says;
Vote for Tots ! (Momma)
*a drawing of a stick person with CRAZY ASS HAIR*
Mascot of the year.

Sa threw a baby lizard off my windowsill with a hanger.
Shudda seen the damn thing flail about, and it was so funny.

Didn't get to board today, unfortunately.
But it is Jesus Zombie Day.
So Happy Jesus Zombie Day.
Yippee !
Where my bunny wabbit at, yo ?

Finally, got the board. (:
Hoyea, I did.
Cost me 200bucks, but was that shit worth it.
*bigcheesygrin*
I've already bruised both my knees, I'm so excited !

You know how much I fucking hate the internet right now ?
What a fucking waste of time.
And apparently, I don't have a fucking inbox.
Ladifuckingda.

Thursday night !
:D

"If you see us in a club, leave. Cos we're hardcore like that."

Hi. (:
Yesterday was good. I am as such, a very (very times a million) happy child.

Hopped into the car with Daddy at 2.45, and made our way to Sepang. The number of cars on the road was bloody ridiculous, and we kinda figured that we'd be stuck in a massive jam. Oh, we were trapped in the damn car for 3hours plus. It was shitloads of fun though, cos everyone was fucking pumped and friendly. I swear, I made a tonne of friends on the road itself. Daddy and I were well jazzed up, thanks to my freakishly awesome taste in music (think, ol' school RnB, trance, house Bob Marley) and I like to believe that everyone else actually enjoyed my roadmix, their bobbing heads, goofy smiles and singing along were enough to put a goofy smile on my face too.
Unfortunately, cops are dumbfucks, and because of their stupidity, we got set back by ANOTHER HOUR. Was way past 5 already, the race had started and it was about to rain enough to flood a goddamn state. Decided to park along the main road, and walk the rest of the way in. As we were walking, it started freaking pouring. Before we even reached the main gate, we were soaked to the point of pneumonia. My poor baby AllStars. Hopped into the shuttle thing and got the guy to drive us right to our gate. As soon as we plonked our bums on the grass, the race was cancelled. Oh, Murphys' Law, I tell you. Grabbed a couple plastic bags and covered my backpack, cos I'm a genius like that, yo.
Walked a helluva long way to get to the helipad, seeing quite a number of familiar faces along the way. Didn't bother bringing an umbrella or a raincoat, and decided to enjoy the rain. Everyone else followed suite after seeing Daddy and I laughing and splashing about. Finally got to the helipad (after a million years, times ten) and waited for the gates to open. Bumped into Simon, and turns out my tattoo offer is still on the table. *bigcheesygrin*
Bumped into a few more of Dys' friends, and stood around talking for nearly an hour. Gates finally opened at 7ish, and finally made our way to the stage, after of course, being frisked by the hugeass security.
Waited abit more, before AdamC and Mootz jumped onstage. Whilst ignoring their babbling, who should I bump into, but David. Totalleh made my day.
Waited ages before Maliq and D'Essentials performed. Barely paid attention to them at Sunburst, but fuck, did they get my attention lastnight. Their performance was fucking amazing, and I swear, I would totalleh do Malique. HAHAH.
Naturally Seven was amazing, just as they were at Sunburst. You gotta dig kids who can do that with their mouths, no joke.
Was bloody amazed at the crowd, and how un-annoying they were. Honestly, I usually dislike being right infront, cos dumbfucks are constantly pushing, and trying to suffocate you with their everything, but lastnights' crowd was amazing.
Finally, after freaking ages of waiting, the reason I now have the flu (totalleh worth it, no doubt), Jamiroquai bursts onstage.
Shudda heard them people go crazy. He's quite the performer, the boy was on point.
Through the rain, through the heat, he was fucking amazing.
Before I knew it, it was 12, and he walked off, leaving me in awe.
That's how good he was, ya'lls know how hard it is to actually get me that way kan.
Got a call from Momma, who wasn't all that pleased about our late hour, eventhough I was with Dy. Tskk.
Realized, after walking around the whole damn curcuit for over half an hour, that we were beyond lost and had misplaced our car. Yeaa, we did. Finally hopped into a cab, and drove in circles looking for our car.
Found it, after almost an hour, and headed home.
On the way back, Aie calls Dy; (Remember D's friend, who's like in love with me ?)
"Jay, ko katne doeh ?"
"Otw balek da. Fuck dude, that was fucking amazing. Jaykay was on fucking pint, no doubt, dude. Where you at ?"
"I know, man. That shit was of the hook. Props to the man. I'm in KL."
"Oh okay, Manda's here. Nak anta die balek ke pape ah."
"Ehh, I wanna talk to her !"

Me, Aie;
"Hello ?"
"Hello, my darling."
"*laughs* Hey you !"
"I didn't know you were coming ! If I did, I wudda come party with you !"
"Well, I'm here, believe it or not, boy. You missed it bigg, babe. What you up to ?"
"I'm in KL, tryna recover from alcoholism and from hunger. Wanna grab a bite ?"
"Sounds good,meet us in PJ, we gon' grab a bite too."

Met up with the boys at some mamak in PJ, and sat around, laughing till 2am.
Finally headed home, kissed Dy goodnight, and jumped in the shower cos I was fucking covered in mud.
Got to bed at 3ish, and was woken up by Momma at 6 for school.
Gave in after arguing for 10secs, about not going to school.
Slept throughout the whole day anyway, not like we fucking learn anymore. Tskk.

It's now 11.45, and I ain't going to school tomorrow. Today was the first day since like, Tuesday last week that I went to school, but it's not like we're learning anything anyways.

So, guess what Daddy did for me ? (:
You have three guesses.
Okay, I'll tell you.

Seeing as Aunty Yeen wasn't happy about me heading to Green Room to meet VHS or Beta, I didn't end up going.
But what I did get was a video addressed to me from the boys of VHS or Beta.
That put a huge ass cheesy grin on my face.
I'll post it up as soon as I get it from Dy's camera. (:

And guess where I just got back from ?
I just got back from getting my Jamiroquai tickets.
Yes, I'll be watching the kid.
Backstage passes, anyone ?
*wiggles eyebrows.*

So, anyone who's headed to Jaykay tomorrow, do give me a call or summin, we'll bum hippestyle and throw back a few beers.
Aye Kim ?

Hello. (:

I didn't go to school today, simply cos there aren't classes anymore cos of the stupid heats before sports day.
I would've gone, but we had art today, so ugh, no thanks.
Came home early yesterday too, cos I would've rather choked on fish before I sat for 2 wholes hours with DragonLady.

Spent the day talking to Firdy yesterday, and fuck, was that funny.

Click to enlarge.

He deleted my posts. ):
It was along the lines of;
"Hi Firdy.
You're like sex on legs, and your pornstar voice makes me so hot. And I wanna do you all night long. You're my tripod. (; Do me like the Karmasutra."

HAHAHAHA, gotta love the boy.

Farouq got kicked in the face at school, cos boys are fucky like that.
So we spent the day making fun of him and bitching about disgusting whores. (;
I love those boys la.

Went to Alice Smith yesterday for the Spring concert, and then headed to Chili's for dinner at like 10 with Uncle Urs.
Reuben works there, so it was fun catching up.
He's constantly disappearing, but it was good seeing you babe. (:

Random statement;
Shortfuck, it's called a metaphor. My god, could you be any dumber ?
Seriously, if anyone's stupid, it's most definitely you.
I mean, honestly, for someone with such an oversized head, there's nothing much going on in there.
Honestly, your attempts to insult me do nothing more than make me smirk, you're like a cat playing at being a tiger.
You think you're so goddamn original, but you're just like every other attention seeking whore. Just like your hooker bestfriend.
I may have had an eating disorder at one point, but hey, even without it, I was always much better looking than you. Actually, isn't everybody ?
I may not be skinny, but hell that doesn't bother me.
You are the epitome of repulsive, and I feel really sorry for the people who have to be seen with you.
I'd rather be a nobody than be your friend, which frankly, I don't know how I did for so long.
Oh, how young and stupid I was.
Petite ? Honey, you're short, that's that. And that fat ass does nothing for your size.
I'd rather be stuck at home, than be out with company like yours. With you.
Really, that's the BEST you can do ?
Put some fucking clothes on slut, tissue paper doesn't count.
The only thing that irritated me is your English skills, or lack thereof.
At least my mum does a better job than both your parents put together.
Your incapability to actually make an impact on anyone amuses me.
Oh, you bore me. (:

I'm now going to continue watching Tenacious D, cos it's fucking hilarious.

Oh my sweet Lord.
I'm sorry babe, I just couldn't help myself.
Excuse me while I pee myself laughing. (:

Loveyoutillthecowscomehome.

Scott's off to NS in a coupla months.
Kane and I, being full of wisdom like we are, said wise words as such;

Scott, don't drop the soap.

BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

"Ok. You fuck me, then snub me. You love me, you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship?"